confirmation- a venting session
October 9, 2006I don’t need anybody to validate myself.
The weather’s fine. it’s perfect shade of blue but sometimes some assholes just want to get back on you.
I’m talking about my ex. he’s one sweet, caring, loving guy. everything a girl could ask for. but i i didn’t ask for him and things didn’t work out. My one main reason was his (chinese/taiwanese whatever..)parents and i fell in love with mr. right. . i’m going to be a racist if i say i loathe most of them (chinese). i have had enough bad experiences with chinese people, though i have close friends that are chinese. he stressed out that our relationship should be worked out by us alone. maybe he’s got a point. but i have human reasons. yes i was selfish. sometimes we have to know and learn things that are unexpected. just tonight. he’s bugged me about the cheating and lying. why does he have to dig it up when he said he’s moved on already? i already apologised and admitted that i cheated and he’s telling me that i didn’t. gawd! I don’t like dramas, especially when a guy does that. he said he regret that he was with me. what should i expect? should he be happy about it? i regret that i cheated and lied and broke his heart. i don’t have to tell him that over and over again. he was once had a room in my heart. i shooed him off though he’s paid the rent. why? ask the weatherman.
sometimes, the bad things you do get positive results. i for one experienced that. i’m not encouraging people to cheat. it’s just i think i got lucky with what i have right now. make it blessed. everything happened for a reason. too bad i was his bad experience.
YES, I really hate gay dramas!
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